Ax is banned

just leave the christian stuff out of it. this, this is not the topic about it, just let it die out.

Unfortunately that ja was expected, to be honest I was hoping that he would be the minimum to apologize publicly for all pretend he did, after all I think that to err is human, the more I think that he went to all limits.

why banned? is sad!

this event is very bad!

maybe the mugen world for him has stayed a few exhaustive...

i wish calmness and peace for him.

it´s necessary always to have cautions at to talk or chat in forum.

Guys, I'm really hurt by this... Badly...

I want all of you to take a quick look at the downloads page... Scroll down until you see the "DEMOLITION CREW" category... Jatz, Kegan, Buck-Dozer, Hawkins, and Cranom, are all characters I made up between the ages of 8 and 16... All except for Buck-Dozer, who was coded by Ryon, were coded by Ax... All through my Jatz W.I.P., I was not only embarrassed to show off my own work, but even more so, requiring a coder for him... I didn't know who to turn to... The one and only person not busy with dozens of projects at the time, was Ax... He treated my characters as if they were his own, and even after my computer died, he supplied me with the sprite sheet I made of Cranom, just to cheer me up, saying quote: "I got your back, Bud! Here's the Cranom sheet you sent me! What do ya say we get to work on him!"... This guy made my dreams come true, and as if that wasn't enough, he dug me out of a deep hole... Sprites were missing for Kegan? He made them himself. I did not make any damaged frames for him--he did that; Jatz' strong air kick, Ax also made. Cranom is still in beta, but we were going to fix him up at some point... Now, that will never happen...

I would also like to add that with Ax's absence, I am to announce... The potential death... Of my Demolition Crew project.......

Notice my lack of a signature from half of last year to now... I got rid of it because of certain events in my life that made me develop strong self-loathing, misery, and insecurity issues... I was embarrassed by my signature containing people I made up, as opposed to licensed characters... I was going to return my signature to normal after my 8-Bit Demolition Crew project was complete, but under the circumstances, I don't think it'll be complete for quite a time, if ever at all.... To those who like my project, and look forward to its release, I'm going to need help now to make it happen... I have no-one else to turn to... I've also done all the voices for the characters... Their sprite sheets are complete and everything... I miss Ax just thinking about Jatz... The first character we worked on together... I also wanna point out that if you never cry, it burns when you finally get around to it...

The very first thing I did when I joined, I went straight to work on M.O.D.O.K. Because of how many people wanted him in their rosters--myself included... Man, the fun I had working on M.O.D.O.K. ... Even more worth-while with all the compliments I got from Volzzilla and Ax.... These two boosted my enthusiasm through the roof, and made me feel SO welcome here at MMV, I never want to leave... Well... This tragedy... While it doesn't make me wanna leave... Certainly decreases my enthusiasm by 150%... Yeah... It's that bad...

I was also going to request Ax's assistance with Robox, but... Robox's chance at becoming playable, flew out the window... Along with Ax...

OK, first things first.  Try to calm down.  This is really not as bad as you make it out to be.  As with any loss, you should focus on not what you lost, but what remains.  Ax didn't die.  He still remains.  He's just got one less forum he's welcome at.  You can still find him at Mugen Free For All.  You can still work on your project, assuming he still wants to.  You do your dream a disservice by giving up on it over a minor setback like this one.  You may even find more people, different people who are willing to help you.  Your project is only as successful as your resolve is. You are made of sterner stuff than this, and you know it.  You may have to go through different channels now, but all is not lost. I believe anyone can achieve greatness as long as they focus on their goals and have a plan.  You didn't have a contingency plan this time, but you're not out of options.  You're smart, resourceful. Show us what you got!

For god's sake, I've had two computer crashes and lost ALL my MUGEN stuff.  Before the crash, I was working on Jubilee by myself.  Well, you know how THAT turned out.  Pilgrim and Arkady came to my rescue and we put out a pretty damn good character in my opinion. Most of us have similar stories.  This is just your rite of passage. Don't give up.

Also remember that we're not the ones who did this to you. Ax is responsible for his own actions, and was given more than enough chances to fix this, yet decided to dig himself deeper for whatever reason.  Vol didn't come to this decision easily, despite what people who were uninvolved may tell you. Like most of you, he was trying to consider Ax's history of good deeds and helpfulness, but Ax is doing more harm than good these days.  There's comes a time when you have to look at a person or situation for what it IS and not that it USED to be or what you wish it WAS.  As Ax is now, he is problematic and unwelcome.

While I respect and understand the situation, it still hurts... I blame no-one, not even him... Everything happens for a reason; good or bad "mostly good," but accepting this fact is difficult, especially when we were both so close to bringing about a full project... I know I'll be alright eventually, but also, I should have noted, Chim, this is not the first friend I've lost this month alone, and I fear the worst for the future... All I had to focus on that was actually worth-while was hoping in vain that when this is all cleared up, Ax will apologize, and we will release Robox and Demolition Crew. He didn't... Now, until I hopefully find someone willing to help, I'm just loaded with negative thoughts... Even my relationship is in hell, Chim... I'm an emotional wreck. Communicating with Ax through PM on this site, constructing surprises for you guys, is not the only loss I'm suffering...

I understand loss. I'm technically on hiatus now to care for my mother who is dying of cancer and to handle her affairs once she's gone. I also lost two friends last month. One to a car crash, and another who was beaten to death for being transgender. I get it. It sucks. Hell, when I released Jubilee and Sinestro, I was homeless and working off a USB card and using public computers.

What I'm saying is, despite all that, you keep going. Mugen is like a therapy for me. I channel my energy that way, and when I can't, I take a break. Decide what you need to do, but take care of yourself first.

It's not about Christian or about Cross, but about what Ax doing in the last years, mainly recently with that 'childish behaviour drama story'. And i expect that he learn the lesson (though that i can't believe in that).

you can't have one guy affect you so much flam, that isn't healthy. he's not dead or anything, just banned. if you really take it to heart that he left MMV THAT MUCH, then you seriously need to reevaluate yourself, because he is just one user. yes, he coded your characters, but it's not like he's the only one. just move on and forget about this whole thing already.

Well i always wanted to work on a full game project, thus leaving other wip's i have
So what would you say? after i finish my wip's i might help you