Due to life issues, won't be able to do much on here very often. x.x;; I explain...

Ok, the problems I'm having are very personal. Not sexually explicit or illegal or anything like that, though (Thank Heavens). However, they have alot to do with family not getting along with one-another; financial issues; moving for the first time in my life; and the unsettling potential of losing my fiancee... Which would be like cutting my life-support. I'm just glad we don't have children on top of all these risks and worries... However, I'm... Kinda ok for right now, but if I do lose that wonderful woman... I've been down sometimes on here... There have been times where I've been unhappy, upset, bummed, etc... But, loss of that woman would be the coup de grace on my happiness. I'm talkin... perpetual depression... I don't like posting my personal issues on the internet, because it's nobody's business but my own if I have issues, and the whole world doesn't need to know I'm suffering just like a ton of other people are. And, I'm quite positive people suffering from even worse issues will see this message, and be all like, "Wish I had that guy's problems instead of all mine." You never know what goes on behind closed doors. I'm usually an up-beat person, but life's hitting full-swing, and I'm not sure how to handle it yet. ^^;; But, I'm not getting angry... I'm not freakin out... Tryin to stay on the positive side before things get worse, and I somehow develop a talkative and intelligent growth on my head, out of stress. Hey, at least I'd never be alone again.

what a fine attitude. i wish you the the best of luck and i hope you and your loved ones can get through this.

we'll be here always and your project will be waiting to  

as for your situation, might i recommend the bible?

i would share this with the family,

family feuds:

and a story to on a family splitting and a solution in the story on how to remedy the problem  
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis%2025:19-34

good luck

Hold on men, we're all with you

I will miss you !

I understand you perfectly friend, life sometimes becomes hard.
for example, two months ago i come suffering from anxiety attacks and it's horrible but I've gradually been overcome it. if life hit you,smile and be strong,if you need to talk,i'm here my friend.

earlier this year I moved out of my apartment after some violent confrontations with my room mate
ended up leaving my cats behind a convenient store next to the place im living now and like to say that they have adapted well I never bought them(they were abandoned and starving when my mom brought them to me in a box as kittens) any way, I'd just like you to know that you can always turn back to your family and its not a bad thing people try to make moving back in with your parents a bad thing but it better to be close with your family then completely isolated from them, I found out that moving back in was the best thing that happened to me my roommate is also on his feet so I don't have to worry about him things are going well for him as far as I know I have time to study
and ive found myself more freedom than ever although this might be a set back it could be the best thing that ever happened (I still visit my cats every other day and see if they need food or anything)

Ax wrote:

what a fine attitude. i wish you the the best of luck and i hope you and your loved ones can get through this.

we'll be here always and your project will be waiting to  

as for your situation, might i recommend the bible?

i would share this with the family,

family feuds:

and a story to on a family splitting and a solution in the story on how to remedy the problem  
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis%2025:19-34

good luck

If only they would listen to me. ^^;;

like some great guy said before, when things become way too difficult to bear:

"we soldier on"

that's the other battle unfortunately. often times the only way to get that opportunity is to wait until after the chaos, a common outcome in the bible/real world, like when a life threatening car accident happens in order to have someone overcome alcoholism when they awake out of the coma. in that case pray the lords prayer and be ready for that opportunity when someone becomes broken and is ready to listen to wisdom with love, a.k.a. everyone's dad, GOD. it's all in the book